Has it ever occured to you that some time in life, you have to make a decision between two choices. When you've decided on one and making the other an opportunity cost, you realised that the choice you've made isn't the best one and you ended up with nothing at all?
And that's quite sucky.
Well, this kinda situation happened to me multiple times and i still cant find a reason behind it. I wonder why. People say "once bitten twice shy", but it seems like i'll never learn my lesson.
On a lighter note, I just came home from supper with Leonard after sending my mom and sis home. King Kong was such a great movie, though anti-climax at times, but it was kinda touching which made me almost teared. The reason why i ALMOST teared was because when i was just about to be emotionally involved, sympathing with King Kong, Leonard had to ask me a question. "Can i have a mentos?"
I was all set to go clubbing tonight, but by the time Leonard sent my mom and sis home, it was already 1am and we were both hungry. Pascal didnt switch on his phone, so i couldnt join him at MOS and Denise finally picked up the call when i was just about to place my order at Hong Kong Cafe, so i didnt join her at Chinablack either.
What a waste. I doubt i would have much time to go club during this short term break. Work + dance + project + Christmas parties = busybusyamber.
I saw this really nice top at Mango today, but it was quite loose. =( And the other top that looks really nice, was too low cut and short. =( It was soooo cheap can!
I personally feel that this year passes really quicky, it is about to end in just a wink of an eye. Its gonna be Christmas once again. Last Christmas was awesome, im sure this Christmas will too. Gonna party at Wayne's house on the eve, and Grace's house on boxing day.
This year, i have so many material wants for Christmas. But i doubt i'll get em. =( All my pay is invested into my driving account and im so hard up for money. That sucks.
X'mas wishlists:
- Loreal double extension mascara (i so need it for work)
- The Body Shop bronzer in a brush without shimmers (i so need it wherever i go)
- A new bikini (i so need it for my trips to sentosa)
- A new brown belt (because mine broke without any reasons)
- A new handphone (mine's super laggy and sucks totally)
- Lots and lots of new clothes (there's never enough)
- A new LV wallet (mine's like so old already)
- er..world peace? (sounds bimbotic, but true)
And yes, before i forget again. Ive been given the tag by Shalyn to post 5 random facts about myself. *grumbles and frown
- I bite my nails unknowingly whenever im stress, revising for exams and sitting for the paper itself.
- Ive got tons of scar on myself. One on my forehead, one on my chin, one on my left index finger and two on my right knee. Not forgetting, my right thumb flesh is chipped off thanks to mummy when i was in primary school. (which means that my right thumb is slanted still)
- I binge whenever im depressed, in other words, all the time.
- I cant sleep alone in a room. I feel really insecured, not like im afraid of the dark or cannotbeseenfigures. But i just cant sleep alone. And yes, i sleep with my sister on the same bed every night.
- Ive learnt swimming twice, gotten some certificates, but i still cant swim for nuts. I wonder how i passed in the first place. Ive got phobia of deep waters.
And so, im passing this on to my beloved barbies. Yes, its you - Grace, Leanne, Gena, Samantha and Angie.
Okay, bed time.
* yours truly.
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